yeah i know what your thinking another 4:30 journal entry

no not going to devolve into monkeys having sex with footballs but we will see where we end up, or penises i degress

i just miss her a whole lot right now

like as much as i miss rocket power

actuly in truth alot more

that was a shity show.

yup

i need the practace

so ask

do it

Pick me up
been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it some how

I will make it go away
can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
these feelings will be gone
these feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Shut me off
I am ready,
Heart stops
I stand alone
Can't be on my own

I will make it go away
can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
these feelings will be gone
these feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I'm running from?
is there nothing more to come?
Is it always black in space?
Am I going to take it's place?
Am I going to leave this race?
I guess god's up in this place?
what is it that I've become?
is there something more to come?

Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

The boy was sitting at his computer, as he did every night. He had recently been surfing the web as was per usual. Only difference was this time he had no internet. Now, you may be asking your self "How does one surf the web with no internet?" or more likly your asking yourself "Are you batfuck insane?", well the anwser to both those questions is yes. But I digress.

THe point is he was sitting. And he would remain to sit for 134 days. No one really knew why he sat there so long. Even he didnt know why he sat there so long. Maybe he was pondering the greatest question of all time, "WHy are we here" or, he could of been or maybe he was knocked out by a master jewel theif on his way to the get away car when the theif accidentaly tripped giving his position away, cornered and frightened the master jewel theif was forced to kill rickarto (as such the body was not recoved until 134 days afterwards.)

The master jewel theif ran out of the house, dodging spotlights from oncoming police helicopters when he spotted the getaway car, he had but seconds to reach it, he was unsure why he had seconds, but was sure that his time frame was rather limited.

He didnt make it.

If I had a monkey, and you had a football,
then I'd pay a dollar to watch my monkey fuck your football.
They would be making love. Making love.
Making love. Making sweet, sweet love to a football.
Making sweet, sweet love to a football.
Well lately, girl, all that I can think about is you and me
and sex and furry mammals and football. And your hair, and your smile,
and your radiant personality and sex with footballs.
Let's go back to my basement apartment
and play some Madden '93 and take it from there.
It's kinda old but it still kicks ass,
and you could wear my football costume - but hey, no pressure.
Well, you are a woman. And I'm not a football.
But I'd still pay a dollar to fuck you if I was a football.
We would be making love. Making love.
Making love. Making sweet, sweet love to a football.
Making sweet, sweet love to a football.